Where to Now!!!!????

Stuck, that's all I can think about is being stuck in this emotional state of mind. I can't get passed it I'm stuck I don't like it, I'm miserable and it sucks I'm tired of this fake smile and constant thoughts of me not having a clue what I'm going to do next I hate when I don't know I want to know I don't like this feeling I have so much going on in my head I can't deal, sometimes I ask myself is it worth it, then I get a piece of hope I didn't come out here to give up and become like the rest I have enough faith in God and myself I can make it.